Monday, July 5, 2010

At Bangalore!

I had been waiting to get down to bangalore and join the company I was placed in. And finally when I am here, I am actually trying to like the things that I am doing. I am trying to like my training sessions, my weekends and my evenings at the PG. Don't get me wrong! I am not miserable. I am simply not able to be myself. The self that I loved being. Confusing right ??? *grin* Even I am in a similar state of mind. I will give you an example. I hate cooking and yet yesterday I spent my whole morning walking down the streets of Shivajinagar market buying utensils to cook in. I spent more than Rs. 2000 on all of it. And this morning I got up early to cook and hated the procedure all along. But still I did it and I promise I am going to continue and I have absolutely no idea why.

The only thing that I am actually excited about is my new laptop and the soon to have an internet connection. Then I could come back to the world I love... reading and writing. Till then!

7 comments:

Prashanth said...

I guess the reason why you are not able to be 'yourself' is that you are kept away from internet! Nice to know that you will be soon back to the world you love.. Welcome back!
:o)

Arslan said...

Adapting to new circumstances doesn't necessarily mean not being yourself. And yea, work-wise, I too am trying to like what I'm supposed to do, and even when I don't, I try not to get bothered by it too much. Wish you luck in this process of settling down. :)

Makk said...

you are here after ....A REAL long time...if I am not wrong?

Keep SMiling...while cooking...lollzzz

Shas said...

Congrats! for ur new job.
Its just time that you need to settle down n get accustomed to your new environment n then u will be back to yourself.
Hope to see you often on this space =)

Saibal Barman said...

Nice to see you back after long recess...yes, I enjoy seeing you just as you are..
Take care,

Sadaf Fayyaz said...

I am a painter myself too....if you ever have time, do check my work...thanks

Mou said...

@all
This is a very late reply to all of you but better late than never...
Thanx for all the comments.